31.3.03

_every little thing_
___dishwalla___

Let me in to see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears they come
I see you're cold, I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
And when you find out who you are its too late to change

I wish I could be everylittle thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be everylittle thing you wanted, all the time, sometimes

Lift me up, just lift me up dont make a sound
Let me hold you up before you hit the ground
I see your cold, you say your alright
But i get the strangest feeling that you've gone away, you've gone away
And when you find out who you are, its too late to change

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, every thing you wanted, everytime

Don't give me up
Don't give me up tonight
Soon nothing will right at all, salvation
Because when you find out who you are, its too late to change
Too late to change

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be every little thing you wanted every little you wanted all the time
This time, everylittle thing you wanted all the time, oh
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away


*****
i really hope i could be every little thing that you want... *sigh*

29.3.03

listening to: stitches by orgy, find your way back home, angels or devils, counting blue cars and every little thing by dishwalla

*****
mga paraan para tumangkad pa by green_badeeeng of ga.net
1. tulog ng maaga
2. inom ng gatas
3. iwasan magyosi
4. exercise
5. tumalon pag new-year

*****
just like to share something i read with you guys... ang ganda...

"50 things to live by..."

life:

1.with regards to problems, always remember when in rains, it pours... and sometimes there can even be hailstorms - even here in the philippines.
2. today is the tomorrow you were worrying about. is it worth all that worrying?
3. there are no shortcuts to any place worth going to.
4. no matter where you go, there will always be a bad driver.
5. if someone compliments you, smile and accpet it. take a moment to remember all the people who helped make you worthy of the compliment.
6. stop sleeping on your problem, if it were a real problem you wouldn't be able to sleep anyways.
7. the only permanent thing in life is change. the sooner you accept that, the sooner you'll be happy.
8. stop worrying aboyut the what-ifs. things will happen if they they are meant to happen.
9. sunscreen was invented for a reason.
10. remember that it takes both rain and sunshine to make a rainbow.
11. laugh and the world laughs with you. cry and the world suddenly remembers it has to be somewhere else.
12. beer doesn't have the answers to problems. it only puts problems on hold.
13. you can't make people like you and you can't please everyone.
14. tequila is evil. it will always be evil, so don't expect it will go easy on you the next time.
15. practice makes perfect. even if sometimes you hit several cars along the way.
16. the opposite of "love" isn't "hate" but "don't give a damn."
17. those who can, do.those who can't, teach - and flunk those who can.
18. you can cry over spilled milk, but be sure to clean up afterwards.

career:
19. if at first you do succeed, try not to be surprised.
20. always be friendly to the people you meet on your way to the top. you are going to meet them on your way down.
21. to make your dreams come true. you have to wake up first.
22. you are never a failure unless you blame someone else.
23. there are lots of things taught in school that you think you won't need. and indeed, most of them, you won't need.
24. the teacher you hate the most gives you the worst grades, doesn't credit you for your efforts and can't be bought. he goes by the name "experience,"

relationships:
25. don't talk unless you can improve the silence.
26. there is a big difference between "like" and "love", learn which is which.
27. only you can really hear your heart breaking and your real friends are the ones who hear its echo.
28. if you don't have anything nice to say about your neighbor, its best to shut up. keep things to yourself and walk away. why destroy a person's image when you have to work on yours?
29. sometimes, its best to keep your feelings to yourslef.
30. cry him/her a river. then build a bridge adn walk over it. you may have to repeat the "procedure" a couple of times before you stop building bridges.
31. when someone says he/she likes you, that someone may actually mean it.
32. true friends make fun of what you do but support you all the way. acquaintances will praise your work and then not give a damn.
33. its no use hanging on to a relationship that is only in your head. wake up and make it happen.
34. a true friend won't jump off a cliff with you, instead he'll be at the bottom to catch you.
35. if he can't see what an awesome and amazing person you are. move on... while secretly wishing that someday he will.

family:
36. parents give their children two things: roots and wings. children give their parents two things: screaming fits and migraines.
37. remember that someday, you, too, will be getting screaming fits and migraines, so try to reduce what you give to your parents.
38. always remember that your mom had one foot in the grave to bring you to this world. and your father had to deal with her mood swings for nine months.
39. family isn't just about being related. it's actually about sticking up and being there for each other through thick and thin.
40. if you want to keep something from your family, don't write it in your diary.
41. the perfect, normal family is the one that is dysfunctional with many skeletons in the closet.
42. if your mother tells you to brush your teeth before going to bed or your teeth will rot, she's telling the truth.

self:
43. its okay to cry and bawl your eyes out once in a while.
44. always have some alone time.
45. people have their own little quirks. but unless they involve public nudity and self-mutilation, don't try to change them.
46. you don't have to wait until new year's day to make a resolution.
47. love and respect yourself. if you can't, how will others love and respect you?
48. there is no "perfect" body. if there is, then barbie would have come in differents shapes and sizes.
49. forgive yourself for torturing yourself.
50. you are an awesome person. don't try to change for anyone other than yourself.

28.3.03

ways to tone your arm muscles by 0_888_0 aka le moderateur of ga.net

1.ipag-igib ng tubig ang sinusuyo...
2.sumabit pag sumakay ng jip o bus kahit walang ibang pasahero...
3.maglinis ng bahay...
4.maglambitin sa punong nakatayo sa likod ng inyong bahay...
5.umakyat sa hagdan na gamit ang kamay..


*violent reactions anyone?

****

gago ka roi, pinaiyak mo ko kahapon... di mo naman mababasa to kaya ok lang.. gago ka. di naman tayo close pero pinaiyak mo ko.. ingat ka...
*****

Criminal
Fiona Apple

I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can

Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I wanna suffer for my sins
I've come to you cause I need guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep livin' this day
Like the next will never come

Oh help me, but don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these thoughts til I'm good enough for him
I've got a lot to lose
And I'm bettin' high so I'm beggin' you
Before it ends
Just tell me where I begin

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
*****

26.3.03

its my brother's graduation today... and i don't know if i'll attend... not sure how many guests are allowed to go with him... my graduation's not until april 11... argh! on the bright side, my tongue will be completely healed by then... hopefully... still not sure where i'm gonna enroll... the reservation of slots for ust is on april 1-2, while the reservation of slots for dlsu is on april 8... i don't know na... and i don't wanna know (?)... san ba ko pwede mag-aral?! its so irritating... ah leche!
***
my li'l cousin is getting very fond of my tongue ring... everytime that i make faces at him he tries to catch it... :)

24.3.03

got my tongue pierced yesterday... now i'm cursing every bit of food that i come upon... gah! i can't eat any of my favorite foods... even ice cream... can't speak clearly and can't say grrr... ugh!

23.3.03

happy bday nga pala kay cracklepop...
Angry
You're angry, though not necessarily depressed.
You're probably very violent, and you might
like to throw things and hurt other people.You
might have Antisocial personality disorder and
believe that your needs are above everyone
elses, or maybe you're just sadistic. Or..you
could be PMSing right now.If you don't get help
at Charter, get help somewhere.


How Depressed are You?
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*****
tama lahat ng yan... pati yung pms-ing...
*****

Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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*****
kaya pala....
*****


asshole
your asshole.


What swear word are you?
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*****
magkakaugnay ah..
*****



Brown Eyes


What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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20.3.03

hay, sa wakas... tapos na lahat, next week practice na ng grad namin.. ang saya sobra... :)

18.3.03

how do i describe this day? its fucking senseless... naku, kung hindi lang sa allowance ko di na ko papasok pa... kung di ko lang kelangan ng pera eh... nakakatamad na talaga.... ngayon na yung last official school day ng mga seniors tulad ko... at lahat ay tinatamad na pumasok... baka hindi pa ko maka-graduate sa ginagawa kong ito eh... sina ber, pat at tara ay nagsisipag counter... gusto ko sumali... sasali na nga lang ako... wala rin naman ako magawa at wala rin makausap... senseless talaga...
Thugz Mansion (Acoustic)
_2 Pac_

Shit, tired of gettin’ shot at
Tired of gettin’ chased by the police and arrested
Niggaz need a spot where we can kick it
A spot where we belong, that's just for us
Niggaz ain't gotta get all dressed up and be Hollywood
Ya know I what mean? Where do niggaz go when we die?
Ain't no heaven for a thug nigga
That's why we go to thug mansion
That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G
... at thug mansion

[Verse One]
A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times
I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried
But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin’ it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Picture me inside the misery of poverty
No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
Prayin’ hard for better days, promise to hold on
Me and my dogs ain't have a choice but to roll on
We found a family spot to kick it
Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick shit
A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's
We still visualise places, that we can roll in peace
And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast
I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion

[Chorus]
Ain't no place I'd rather be
Children, dead homies and family
Sky high, iced out paradise
In the sky…
Ain't no place I'd rather be
Only place that's right for me
Chromed out mansion in paradise
In the sky…

[Verse Two]
Will I survive all the fights and the darkness?
Trouble sparks, they tell me home is where the heart is, dear departed
I shed tattooed tears and couldn't sleep good
for multiple years, witness peers catch gunshots
Nobody cares, seen the politicians ban us
They'd rather see us locked in chains, please explain
why they can't stand us, is there a way for me to change?
Or am I just a victim of things I did to maintain?
I need a place to rest my head
with the little bit of homeboys that remain, cause all the rest dead
Is there a spot for us to roll, if you find it
I'll be right behind ya, show me and I'll go
How can I be peaceful? I'm comin’ from the bottom
Watch my daddy scream peace while the other man shot him
I need a house that's full of love when I need to escape
the deadly places slingin’ drugs, in thug's mansion

[Chorus]

[Verse Three]
Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doin’ good
Tell the homies I'm in heaven and they ain't got hoods
Seen a show with Marvin Gaye last night, it had me shook
Drippin’ peppermint Schnapps, with Jackie Wilson, and Sam Cooke
Then some lady named Billie Holiday
Sang sittin’ there kickin’ it with Malcolm, 'til the day came
Little LaTasha sho' grown
Tell the lady in the liquor store that she's forgiven, so come home
Maybe in time you'll understand only God can save us
When Miles Davis cuttin’ lose with the band
Just think of all the people that you knew in the past
that passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last
Picture a place that they exist, together
There has to be a place better than this, in heaven
So right before I sleep, dear God, what I'm askin’
Remember this face, save me a place, in thug's mansion

[Chorus - repeat 2X]


at nandito na naman ako sa cnb ngayon... hindi na naman ako nagklase ng pehm at advance composition... tas ang dami ko na namang kinain, sobrang bundat na ko... nakakatamad na sobra... tapos sa sabado na yung results nung interview ko... tas hindi ko pa lam kung saan ako mag-aaral... perio namin sa social studies sa friday... wala akong magawa.. sobra...

nakakairita sina

avi at honey

pucha! leche!
si honey nga po pala yung babae na nasa pic dyan sa left.. :D
nakakaloko naman to... nakakainis ha! bad trip...

17.3.03

wala kong magawa... i am so hungry...

16.3.03

you sent me this... "you have shown me the warmth of your heart, then i betray that and turned it into ice... hope springs eternal.. i will give you my sunlightand maybe someday bring your warmth back to me..." i don't know what to say... but you were right when you said taht hope springs eternal... hope something like that will never happen again... :) anyway, miss you na... :D
i have never been so disappointed in myself the way i'm feeling disappointed in myself right now.... oh fuck! i messed up really bad.... but still i hope i pass... siyet

11.3.03

"Bring Me To Life"
_evanescence_

How can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.

*Wake me up*
Wake me up inside.
*I can't wake up*
Wake me up inside.
*Save me*
Call my name and save me from the dark.
*Wake me up*
Bid my blood to run.
*I can't wake up*
Before I come undone.
*Save me*
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

All of this sight
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
Got to open my eyes to everything.

Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul

Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong.
Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.

Bring me to life
******

"in da club"
_50 cent_

Go, go, go, go, go, go, go shawty- ish yo birthday
we gon party like ish yo birthday
We gon sip bacardy like ish yo birthday
and u noe we dun give a fuck if that's yo birthday

You can find me in the club,
bottle full of bub, look mami i got the extacy into taken drugs,
im in there having sex i aint into maken love,
so come give me a hug, if u in there gettin rubbed
You can find me in the club,
bottle full of bub, look mami i got the extacy into taken drugs,
im in there having sex i aint into maken love,
so come give me a hug, if u in there gettin rubbed

When i pull out up front u see the benz on dub's
When i roll 20 deep is 20 knives in the club
Niggas heard i fuck with dre now they wanna show me love
When you sound like eminem and the hugs they wanna fuck
But homie ain't nothing change hold down, G's Up
i see xzibit in the cut that nigga roll the weed up
If you watch how i move you mistake me fo a playa or pimp
Been hit wit a few shells but i dont walk wit a limp
in the hood the ladys saying 50 you hot
they like me, i want them to love me like they love Pac
but how them new york, niggas tell ya im loco
when the plan is to put the rap game in a choke-hold
im feelin focus man, my money on my mind
got a mill. out the deal and im still on the grind
Now shorty said she feelin my style she feeling my flow
A girlfriend with it get ride and we ready to go..(Ya ok)

You can find me in the club,
bottle full of bub, look mami i got the extacy into taken drugs,
im in there having sex i aint into maken love,
so come give me a hug, if u in there gettin rubbed
You can find me in the club,
bottle full of bub, look mami i got the extacy into taken drugs,
im in there having sex i aint into maken love,
so come give me a hug, if u in there gettin rubbed

Mah flow, Mah show, brought me the dough,
that bought me all my fancy things,
Mah Crib, mah cars, Mah pools, Mah jewls,
look nigga i got kmart and i aint change

And you should love it, way more then you hate it
nigga you mad, i thought that you'd be happy i made it
Im that cat by the bar, toasting to the good light
You that faggot ass nigga trying to pull me back ride
When it dark, Well be pumping in the club, its on
now wit my eyes on my bitch, if she smiles, she gone
if the roof on fire, let that mothafucka burn
if u talken about money homie, i aint concern
imma tell you wat Banks told me cause go ahead switch the style up
if niggas hit the letta make watch the money pile up
or we go upside there wit a bottle of bub
you know where we fucking B

You can find me in the club,
bottle full of bub, look mami i got the extacy into taken drugs,
im in there having sex i aint into maken love,
so come give me a hug, if u in there gettin rubbed
You can find me in the club,
bottle full of bub, look mami i got the extacy into taken drugs,
im in there having sex i aint into maken love,
so come give me a hug, if u in there gettin rubbed

ha ha ha ha
Dont act like u dont no were we b nigga
we in da club all da time nigga
is a problem? pop off nigga
G unit.

i'm friggin bored...

8.3.03

Artist : Santana feat. Dido
Song : Feels Like Fire


I'm telling you it's over
Now there's an angel
Holding me
My way's easy
Even if you're fallen
Oh you're struggling
There's still beauty
In what we do

So ¿Que será?
Let's go sailing on
There's a wise man
In every fool

[Chorus:]
I say come back
Come in from the cold
Into the warm
I feel like fire
Guiding you back home
As darkness falls

So everyone stands in line
Cos they wanna stay alive
To wait alone
No dog no bone
And then you find it's over
Still it tears your heart
To slip away
From the crowd

But if you have
What it takes
To return to where
All the world
Knows your name
Then ¿Que será?
Let's go sailing on
There's a wise man
In every fool

[Chorus:]
I say come back
Come in from the cold
Into the warm
I feel like fire
Guiding you back home
As darkness falls

I say come home
Leave it all behind
And settle down
I feel my love
Can give me what I want
For all time
*****

Artist : Flavor Nu
Song : Most Beautiful Girl

Ooo girl I'd walk a hundred miles
To see your pretty face each time you smile
There is no distance for me, long as I can believe
I'll see you tonight
Simply no distance for me, girl you gotta believe
I need you tonight

I'll never forget, the first time I set
My eyes on you I thought I would die
You were my lovely day, took my breath away
Now I'm walking with my head to the sky

[CHORUS]:
You are the most beautiful girl, I've ever seen in this world
You came in my life just in time
You are the most beautiful girl, I just gotta tell the world
She's all mine

I just can't find the words to say
This kind of feeling don't come every day
It feels like heaven to me, love has given me wings
Girl you light up my life
You feel like heaven to me, every day's like a dream
Having you by my side

I'll never forget, the first time I set
My eyes on you I thought I would cry
It was my lucky day, when you came my way
'N I'm still walking with my head to the Sky

CHORUS

Oh girl
The sun and the moon, the starrs in the skies
They don't shine as bright as the light in your eyes
And it brightens my day, when I realize
In just a few hours I'll be holding you tight

CHORUS

*****
it took me three weeks just to find out what was the title of this song...
*****
okay, so i passed my interview in ust... and its still unofficial but i'll be studying in ust na...

5.3.03

i love you so much....
***
now i love myself... :)

nakakatamad... lahat na lang kinakatamaran ko... pati pagtulog tinatamad na ko... ayoko na... tamad na tamad ako...
***
its really so hard to fall in love...
***
can't wait for the results of my interview.. i really hope i pass...
***
now i realize that it's okay for me wherever i study... the important thing is that i learn something... at least a little bit...
***

4.3.03

okay... tagal ko na rin di nakapag-post... anyway i didn't go to school today coz i just want to bum around... haven't watched a single decent thing... taking care of my li'l cousins... just bumming around... i've got the vacation fever waaaaay too early...

1.3.03

just woke up... sobrang traffic yesterday lalo na nung pauwi kami... anyway, the interview went well. mabait kasi yung nag-interview sa kin... i didn't expect the questions but i gave some good answers naman... anyway, i'm gonna go back to sleep... still kinda tired.

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